BENknighted

I did it. I accomplished my goal, did some thing no one in my family has done. I'm a college grad on the verge of a new year. Talking to a guy I actually like. I should be happy......but why am I so sad. Christmas came and went, I found my self longing for the days of old.....when Christmas was a cherry time and colors were so bold. I want desperately to feel happy... I want to smile and laugh. I want to hug my dad, and tell my sister that life is grand. As we clear the last remains of and old life from from a house no longer our own I can't help but to want to hold on. It is difficult for me to say goodbye to the place I last spent with my d

At first, I was a fan boy, of game, of course, who expect something else from a 14 kid ? And at that time, I also about to turn 15, I surfing around google to find some "cool" fanart of gaming. I across an artist, who is now very famous in the among whole Capcom artist. So much admire, so much Want, I want to be like him, to have a talent like him, to have his skill, But. It was just a desire. So I step 1 more forward . I take my courage and enter the world of Art. On DeviantART. Those first day, I can't get anything, so hard, I always think of give up, but I just went too far, I don't wanna stop. I just keep going without knowing I went the